Holiday_By_Mistake added an entry about lose weight : So basically i havent posted in aaaages. Mainly because we recently moved house, this place much closer into the town where i spend most my time, and its very nice and green and sunny. We’ll only be renting here for a couple of months but its very nice. Oh and guess what? Ive FINALLY got a boyfriend. Its awesome. Ive finally found a guy that likes travelling and is a bit of a hippie (without looking like one, hahaha). He’s really into health and fitness as well. He thinks i have a perfect figure but i still feel a little grossed out about it. I thought when i got a boyfriend that the whole eating and body issues wouldnt matter anymore but i still feel so insecure about my body. Sucks man. So i havent been able to get under 124.5 yet. And ever since ive started eating healthier, eating when i truly feel hungry (its what my book reccomended) ive just been gaining weight. I mean, sometimes i think, hey, if i gain weight when im eating healthily, then maybe my body isnt supposed to be this weight? Maybe i got this body through starving and excercizing ridiculously, and that it will gradually go up and up as i get healthier. I really hope thats not the case cause i feel gross at this weight and 126.5 (my weight this morning. blegh) is a more than healthy weight for my height. I think ive changed what my goals are though. I want to look healthy be healthy. Id like to get down to 8 stone (112) or maybe 110, so i can have a couple of pounds leaneage, lol. Oh and bought some shorts and everything. Everyone says im a frickin stick insect, i cant wait to prove them wrong today. they just think im skinny cause i wear black skinny jeans all the time. Anyway, 126.5! Need to go down! Last three days ive gained 1.5lbs for no real reason and i cant let this continue!