xoduckyox added an entry about lose weight : I’ve been thinking about it, my appetite loss started about the time my husband left for his little trip (not so much a trip as his job). It may be related. Maybe that is what’s causing my appetite loss, maybe the awful way I’ve been missing him (understandable I am stuck in a new place without my only true friend and family I have here) maybe my miserable-ness is what is effecting me this way. I got a lot of exercise today at work. I may have gone a bit far though, I’m not supposed to be lifting things and when I did…o geez I got terribly lightheaded and felt awful. That was certainly a sign that my body is not healed even if I feel fine normally. I’ll have to take it easy on my body, I need to stop forgetting what it’s gone through. I think what my body needs right now is some good rest. I need to get some really good sleep. Hopefully with not so weird of dreams. I have some really strange ones. My hubby told me about an odd one he had last night, he was in a movie and ‘bad guys’ were trying to steal me lol, and he of course saved me and then we drove off into the sunset like in an 80’s movie lol. He obviously has some different dreams too. I’m not sure whether my weight has changed or not, I didn’t weigh myself. I’m not allowing myself to look that much, I’d rather wait a little longer and see that much more progress. Oh and sorry everyone, about me talking about my husband all the time. The thing is we are seriously best friends. Soul mates too of course, I honestly believe that. I got an idea today, you can have posters made out of photos and things. My husband is going to deploy in March. I was thinking that if I can manage to get a sexy body again by then I would make him kind of a play boy or maxim type of poster from photos as a gift. He loves the pictures and videos we send eachother (yeah we’re silly) so I know he would love that. I just have to get my body into centerfold shape lol.