MoonlighttShadow added an entry about lose weight : okay this really nice guy wanted to “pick me up and hang out” damn the only thing thats hesitating me is how i look.. fat. and we havent saw each other for a long time. :S he gives me hints to go and hang out but im like ” that would be a good idea” like as if i am saying maybe another time but i really do wanna see him- and half of me dont.