Lose weight. #143

Kaleena added an entry about lose weight : For one week, starting in a week, I’m going to do a liquid diet to try to help myself overcome my food addiction. I KNOW I will lose weight and gain it back, and I’m okay with that. The point isn’t to make the number go lower, it’s to help my mental/psychological/emotional attachment to food. It seems a bit extreme, but I’ve been seriously dieting for nearly a year now (next month) and I still binge sometimes because I get sad or lonely or whatever. I don’t want to be like that. If I don’t overcome the addiction, I will struggle for this my entire life. I don’t want it to be that way. I feel like if I only slurp stuff for a week, without really chewing anything, I’ll stop relying so heavily on food. Yes, it’s going to be hard. I’ll probably post on here a lot more during that week, haha. But I feel like it’s something I need to do. Also… this is going to sound weird, but I have a major victory. Are you ready for this? My armpits used to just be flat on both sides. But now, they’re sinking in, they’re like actual PITS , lol. It’s weird the way my body is changing. Like I used to just be so big that I was round and smooth. But right now, I’m rather lumpy. Haha. Guess I have to keep losing so it’ll smooth back out!!

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