Katie_Dear added an entry about Lose weight : I now weigh 280 pounds :O i was shocked when i got on those scales. How did i let it get this bad? Well it has been a whole month since i have been here writing. And since then i have had allot of depression. I got in a fight with someone very near and dear to me, and she told me flat out that i will never lose weight, that i will be this way for the rest of my life. And for some reason it really bothered me. I mean i try and try and nothing has come out of it. I was so angry at her that i actually confronted her. I said “You may think that i’m a loser and i will never reach my goals but i know one day i will lose weight and feel beautiful for once in my life.” And she apologized. She claims that she had said that because she knew it was one of my weak points and she wanted to hurt me. And then there was my best friend Brandon On his birthday i went with him to the springs and when we got back he told me off and now we aren’t really friends anymore. I text him today and asked him if he still hated me. And to my surprise he said no. So i have not followed any diets. I haven’t excersized. I actually have eaten so much because i was so depressed. But i have my turn point. I don’t want to go back to school next year and be the same. I don’t want anyone to say that i have failed. Today i have done my first work out that i have had in a month. Honestly it hurts. But i feel good. Because i ate a good breakfast, and i want to lose weight. My inspiration is this show.. i know it sounds lame but its true. Its called student body and its on the-n. I really love it because i see that i’m not the only one my size who is really stuggling. I mean if these people can lose weight why can’t i? its not going to be easy.. i know. But i know i can do it. I am the warrior :] p.s thats me and my brandon