God I've gained so much weight

God I've gained so much weight

Just finish it! added an entry about lose weight : I honestly haven’t excersized in like 3 weeks and I feel absolutely horrible. I have to breath hard after I walk up a flight of stairs and it is so embarrassing. My clothes are too tight now. God this sucks. This is what happens when I don’t go on 43T for a while! God why do I do this? You know how people make mistakes and learn? I don’t think that I do that. At least not when it comes to weight loss/procrastination. I have been really distracted lately. (because of the crush on my teacher. At first I did really good in his class because I wanted to impress him but now I just can’t concentrate). I just need to refocus again. And not stress and not worry and lose weight. I just need to get on track again. I have to stop overthinking it and just DO IT already. Concert in like two weeks and I want to at least FEEL good. I’m procrastinating right now. back to social (keep thinking about my dang teacher)

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