weflyhigh21 added an entry about lose weight : so i spent the week in miami with my mom, and i did really great. i walked 3-4 miles every morning, ate better than i’ve eaten in the past 5 years, and basically did everything right. i definitely feel smaller, and my mom says she sees it too. So then, why the fuck do i come home and ive GAINED 3 lbs?! sure ive gained muscle. but goddamn. not exactly fucking motivation. ughhhh i am SO ready to just give up and be fat forever. at least then id get to eat chocolate cake all the time. and ice cream. and waffles. and hamburgers. and steak! and all the other wonderful glorious food i DIDNT eat in miami. life hates me!!!